sad clown

there is nothing sadder than a sad clown. not a clown who's being sad for show, but a totally dejected clown. a starving clown. a clown whose face paint is streaked with tears and dulled by dirt and blood. a clown sitting alone by himself with the weight of the world on his shoulders. thats the saddest thing to see. an anti-clown. can somebody draw this for me?