Tuesday, February 24, 2009

my least favorite thing in the world.

and i mean that literally. this is the thing that makes me feel worse than anything else.
when i say something or do something that people interpret in a way that is insulting or nasty, so they thing im being mean, and then they get hurt or shocked. and i never MEAN it to be that way, but it turns out that way and then for hours afterward i repeat the situation over and over in my head until i want to kill myself. not literally, of course, but i feel really really bad about myself and then i feel rotten for a very very long time. does that ever happen to you?

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