Tuesday, February 24, 2009

sometimes i think adolescence is just one big bad trip.

that sentence occurred to me out of the blue a few seconds ago.
its really true. its like, you are confused and upset and distraught, and then theres no one you can turn to because when you turn to grups for help, they say really stupid things like, "its because you're (lets say) sixteen." and that makes you think, well sure, im sixteen, but i am also an individual and i would like to be comforted and understood, please. and then there are these awful mood swings that make you want to either cry hysterically for stupid reasons, or make you really really really hyper and happy, and then grups say stuff like "stop trying to get attention, i have a lot to do." and then you get a bad mood swing because of it. its really really frustrating, because you KNOW that the stuff youre thinking and feeling is crazy, but you cant change it. its like being insane. it IS being insane, really. adolescence is a form of insanity. lalala

2 comments:

Persephone said...

yes. that is true. actually, there are only 5 states that the sober, awake adolescent mind can be in:

*depressed
*very happy
*very lazy and tired
*contemplation

at least, thats what it is for me. :-)

Persephone said...

another thing about adolescence is how quickly you change. like, ive been looking over my posts from when i started this blog, and i was thinking about how stupid and young i was. then i realized that it was only from four months ago. whats up with that?