you know what i hate? pessimism. not pessimism in other people, but pessimism in myself. i hate the image of the grumpy teenage girl with pop rock blasting in her ears who obsesses over her boyfriend and hates all adults, who is nasty to her younger siblings and swears at everyone, who obsesses over being popular and fitting in, and who never has any kind of deep thoughts or revelations. or if she does, she hides them.
not that im saying a lot of girls like this exist. i dont really think they do. i think that most american teenage girls try to be like this (why, i couldnt say), but i dont think that there are a lot of girls who *are* really like this.
me, im not much better than the girls who try to emulate this image-i try to be the opposite. which is also an artificial manipulation of my character, but i cant really help it. anyway, back to what this post was really about:
the thing i hate most about the stage of life i am currently in is that im supposed to hate everything. im supposed to hate my parents, im supposed to hate school, im supposed to hate girls who arent my friends, im supposed to hate whats expected of me, im supposed to hate pretty much EVERYTHING that wasn't designed either by teenagers or for teenagers.
but i dont.
well, thats not exactly true. i do hate this society and whats expected of me, but im not a frikking raving *lunatic* because of it. which is not to say that im not a raving lunatic. just that thats not exactly the reason.
i hate hating things. thats all i have to say.
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wow this is one of the most cotradictory post EVAR.
like, u hate hating things. *smeesh*
or that ur the opposite but *u just can't help it* smeesh again!
:d
no, its me hating the idea of having to hate everyone.
ps, what does smeesh mean?
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